9/13/2001 7:10 PM
Ok, Iím tired of being filled with depression, anger, fear, sorrow, confusion. Damn, I have written a lot latelyÖ I guess it helps me feel more normal again, getting the frustration out somehow. I think Iíve been saying the things a lot of people seem to be feeling right now.
I woke up this morning, showered, got dressed,
skipped breakfast againÖ I
went outside and something moved me.
My back yard borders an elementary school.
Outside were children playing, laughing, without a care in the
world. They were too young to
grasp the horror that has a choke hold on us.
They were innocent, happy. It
has been so long since I can remember feeling that way.
I want it back againÖ I want those children to never have to
experience what weíre all going through right now.
If I ever have children, I never want them to face something like
Enough of how I feel right now. This is probably going to be my last update for a while.
I have been posting far too often lately, and I think itís time
for a break. I said what I
wanted to say, and I think a few of you actually heard it.
Digital Singularity will be one year old on September 19th.
Be prepared for changesÖ
Oh well, Iím going to a candlelight vigil tonight. Maybe Iíll take some good pictures; maybe Iíll simply put the camera away. Goodbye for now.