9/13/2001 7:10 PM

 

Ok, I’m tired of being filled with depression, anger, fear, sorrow, confusion.  Damn, I have written a lot lately… I guess it helps me feel more normal again, getting the frustration out somehow.  I think I’ve been saying the things a lot of people seem to be feeling right now. 

I woke up this morning, showered, got dressed, skipped breakfast again…  I went outside and something moved me.  My back yard borders an elementary school.  Outside were children playing, laughing, without a care in the world.  They were too young to grasp the horror that has a choke hold on us.  They were innocent, happy.  It has been so long since I can remember feeling that way.  I want it back again… I want those children to never have to experience what we’re all going through right now.  If I ever have children, I never want them to face something like this. 

Enough of how I feel right now.  This is probably going to be my last update for a while.  I have been posting far too often lately, and I think it’s time for a break.  I said what I wanted to say, and I think a few of you actually heard it.  Digital Singularity will be one year old on September 19th.  Be prepared for changes…

Oh well, I’m going to a candlelight vigil tonight.  Maybe I’ll take some good pictures; maybe I’ll simply put the camera away.  Goodbye for now.