11/4/2000 9:50 PM

I am seeking my soul-mate…  someone who I can completely fall in love with, and she’d reciprocate those feelings.  I want someone that I would feel comfortable sharing anything with.  I want someone to love.  I want to be loved. 

Doesn’t everybody?

I want to finish this bullshit called being single.  I want to have somebody.  Will I ever find somebody that I can truly get along with?  I sure hope so, otherwise I’ll be trapped, forever.  Life sucks when you have to spend most of it alone. 

I want an angel… well, not really.  I want someone with a great sense of humor.  I want a girl that is brilliant, a great conversationalist.  I want a girl that has good taste, some class, is comforting, sympathetic.  I want someone that likes art, music, symphonies.  I want someone who takes their career seriously, but it does not rule her life.  I want someone that’s a companion, a lover, a listener.  Perhaps that someone wouldn’t think that this is just whiney drivel that I am pouring out.  Perhaps my standards are too high… perhaps not. 

I do not want to settle, give up, pack up my bags, and stop the journey.  The destination was within my sights once, maybe I’ll see it again sometime.  No amount of money will get me there… it’s a completely priceless journey.  I must get there.